http://irish.spike-jamie.com/stpatricks
April 28th, 2009
http://irish.spike-jamie.com/stpatricks
March 24th, 2009
We met some cool ass people too. Some guy there was a total light weight when he got stoned. Just a couple of hits and he's falling asleep and hallucinating. Lmao, super cool. This chick brought her pet rat to the concert, and got kicked out. This other gothish one, Rachel, was pretty cool. She had Nny's haircut. So freaking awesome. I think she liked me lol. Fairly pretty too =p.
Everyone in the front row got to touch Jimmy, feel him up and grab his balls. So cool. LOL. He even called up people to sing Faggot with him. Some emo/scene bitch, gah, oh well. lol. And some guy. Jimmy says "Here on my side, is the cool side. Your side is the LOSER side. And the ones in the seats are the ones who thought they were going to a film festival. There is NO chance you can come to my side unless you have twenty dollars cold hard cash." So some emo kid raised his hand and got pulled up to the stage. Gave Jimmy $20 and got the "Grand Tour". He says "Here's the speaker, the drummer kitty, say hi to kitty, okay and then theres the bassist and you see those steps? Get off the stage and good bye." He spoke really quickly, but it was something like that. And kept his $20. Lmao. This dumb blonde fuck behind me kept screaming "Ill give you my boobs! Im drunk enough to give you my boobs!!" Fucking cunt lol. Anyway, we gots tons of pics. We'll show it on facebook. Whenever pamm gets the film developed.
Later all!
Kiki
February 16th, 2009
that's too bad really, I never saw it coming. Oh well. My hammy has babies. Come see teh lil babehss.. And mang, I totally wantz 2 c dat neeww twlight mewvee. Lewks kewl. Lmao. Nah, Just wanna make fun of it. VAMPIRES DONT SPARKLE!
I need vodka. <3
January 29th, 2009
I'm starting classes at the adult learning centre soon, where i can graduate in 6 months!! woooooow! =D
Hmm.. My moms been in the newspaper and on the radio in the past week, I did some volunteer work, Curry had babies, We've been constantly showing the house. What a busy month! My birthday sucked, thanks for your concern! and goodnight! =p
January 13th, 2009
... Then I sleep.
Goodnight all.
January 11th, 2009
Anxiety - 3
Schizophrenia - 3
Paranoia - 2
Depression - 2
3 results said I had Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, 3 said Anxiety, and 3 said I inherit the characteristics of a less severe schizophrenia. Interesting, eh?
-Kiki
December 28th, 2008
Marijuana and the Goddess
by Chris Bennet
Holy pot has been smoked by Goddess worshippers since before history, and was first banned by those who sought to subjugate feminine spirituality
Part 5 of "When Smoke Gets in my I" a series on the history of cannabis and human consciousness.
In most ancient hunter-gatherer societies, women balanced the males' supply of game with their collected harvest from the surrounding wilderness. Women therefore became the first to learn the secrets of plants, and how they propagated themselves.
This knowledge led to the development of agriculture, and the evolution from the animal totems of the hunter-gatherers to images of the Great Mother, who with proper worship produced her abundant harvest in the same way that women produced children.
Cannabis is among humanity's oldest and most useful cultivated crops, and so it is not surprising to find that cannabis, in all its forms, has been intricately associated with Goddess worship in many cultures, throughout history.
Kali-Ma
The most ancient goddess still worshiped in the world today is the Indian Kali-Ma, the Mother of Life and Death. Her worship stretches back into pre-history, and is believed to predate that of her more well-known consort Shiva, the longest continually worshiped god on earth. Both Shiva and Kali are strongly associated with marijuana.
Kali is generally depicted with a girdle of human arms and a necklace of skulls, and represents the dark aspect of the goddess trinity of virgin-mother-crone. Both ancient and modern devotees of Kali partake of marijuana in various forms as a part of their worship.
Devotional ceremonies to Kali involve cannabis ingestion and ritual sex, which is directed at raising the Kundalini energy from the base of the spine up into the higher centres of the brain.
Other pot-goddesses
The worship of Kali, under various names, extended into the ancient Near East, and cannabis was also used by many of the worshippers of Kali's ancient world counterparts.
Kali is the Hindu counterpart of the ferocious and sensual Canaanite goddess Anath, (part of a similar trinity with Ashera and Astarte)who is also described with "attached heads to her back, girded hands to her waist."
In ancient Germany, marijuana was used in association with Freya, the slightly tamer Kali-like goddess of Love and Death.
Scythian Hempsters
It is generally accepted that it was the horseback-riding Scythians who spread the combination of cannabis and goddess worship throughout much of the ancient world.
Readers of part two in this series (CC#2) will remember that the Amazon-like Scythian women fought alongside their warrior mates, and that these "Hell's Angels" of the ancient world were known to have used cannabis in funeral rites, doing so in veneration of their own variation of the Goddess Mother of Life and Death, Rhea Krona.
Showing cannabis' strong ties with Scythian mythology, Rhea Krona came to reap her children in death with the scythe, an agricultural tool named for its Scythian origin, and originally designed for harvesting cannabis. This scythe image has survived through patriarchal times and into our modern day, with both Father Time and the Grim Reaper still carrying Rhea Krona's ancient hemp-harvesting tool.
The Tree of Life
In a cave where an ancient urn was found that had been used by the Scythians for burning marijuana, there was also a massive felt rug, which measured 5 by 7 metres. The carpet had a border frieze with a repeated pattern of a horseman approaching the Great Goddess, who holds the Tree of Life in one hand and raises the other in welcome.
Imagery of the Goddess and the Tree of Life is also found amongst other cultures with whom the Scythians came into contact. Readers of part three in this series (CC#5) will remember that the ancient Canaanites and also Hebrews paid particular reverence to the Near Eastern Goddess Ashera, whose cult was particularly focussed around the use of marijuana.
According to the Bible itself, the ancient worshippers of Ashera included wise King Solomon and other biblical kings, as well as their wives and the daughters of Jerusalem. The Old Testament prophets often chastised them for "offering up incense" to the Queen of Heaven.
Like the imagery on the Scythian carpet, icons dedicated to Ashera also have depictions of a "sacred-tree", most likely a reference to the cannabis that her followers grew and revered, using it as a sacrament, as a food and oil source, and also using the fibres in ritual weavings.
Eve: cultural hero
Among her other titles, Ashera was known as "the Goddess of the Tree of Life", "the Divine Lady of Eden" and "the Lady of the Serpent". Ashera was often depicted as a woman holding one or more serpents in her hands. It was Ashera's serpent who advised Eve to disobey the male god's command not to partake of the sacred tree.
The historical record shows that the Old Testament version of the myth of Eve, the serpent and the sacred tree was concocted as propaganda against pre-existing Goddess cults.
Originally, the outcome of the Eden myth was not tragic, but triumphant. The serpent brought wisdom, and after the magic fruit was eaten, Adam himself became a god. What was originally involved was probably a psychedelic sacrament, like the Elusian festival in Athens, in which the worshipper ate certain hallucinogenic foods and became one with the Mother Goddess Demeter.
Like the Tree of Life, the Tree of Knowledge was a symbol associated with the Goddess. The rites associated with her worship were designed to induce a consciousness open to the revelation of divine or mystical truths. In these rites cannabis and other magical plants were used, and women officiated as priestesses.
Roman Catholic Persecution
In early Christian times, the holy cannabis oil was ingested and used by many Gnostic Christian sects, in honour of the Queen of Heaven.
With the rise of one of the more harshly ascetic and anti-female Christian sects in Rome, and the subsequent development of the Roman Catholic Church, such groups were forced out of existence, along with most pagan religions and the cult of the Great Mother.
The new Church of Rome followed their Judaic predecessors in naming Eve (the representative of all women) the "Mother of Sin", as well as demonizing magical plants.
Their violent purges of Goddess worship and magical plant use persisted into medieval times. It has been estimated that over a million female practitioners of the older Goddess religions were burned as "witches" for utilizing cannabis, mandrake, belladonna and other plants in their "flying ointments".
Even medieval French heroine Joan of Arc was accused of using cannabis, mandrake and other plants in order to hear the voices which guided her, and this eventually led the church to commit her to the flames.
Marrying your Goddess
Similar to its use in the spiritual techniques of India, medieval European occult and alchemical masters used cannabis to aid in the "Marriage of the Sun and Moon" in the individual. The Sun and Moon represent the masculine and feminine aspects of the self.
Tantrik, Zoroastrian, Gnostic, Alchemical and occult literature all refer to "marrying your Goddess", which means connecting an individual's feminine and masculine aspects together into a unified force. This theme appears over and over again in medieval occult literature. Even the Gnostic Jesus states "when you make the male and female one and the same? then you will enter the kingdom." (Gospel of Thomas)
Much like the woman's liberation movement which has been taking place in our modern world, individual self completion requires a similar process to take place in our minds. The feminine aspect, or right cortex, becomes a full partner with the masculine aspect, or left cortex.
Marijuana use can greatly assist in this process. Is it any wonder then, that Shiva, the Lord of Bhang, was known as the god who was both man and woman? Or that the hashish eating Sufis, and later the American hippies, were both accused of being too feminine?
Love your mother
From the collected evidence it is clear that cannabis has been associated with worship of the Goddess since antiquity. Now, as we stand on the verge of a new millennia, in what seem to be the death throes of the patriarchy, it is as if the Goddess is once again reaching out her hand and offering her sacred Tree of Life to us in our time of collective need.
Like so many disobedient Eves, numerous female figures such as Elvy Mussika, Hilary Black, Mary Kane, Mountain Woman, The Holy Sisters of Hemp, Mama Indica, Brownie Mary and many others have decided to challenge the commandments of the male authorities and once again tempt us with the forbidden fruits of cannabis.
Indeed, it is likely not until we are once again free to enjoy all the sacred fruits of Mother Earth that the liberation of the feminine will fully take place, and we can restore Gaia, our planetary matriarch, back to health.
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The androgynous nature of the human organism is re-emerging into consciousness in new ways that have evolved from past experience. We are learning to recognize and differentiate the opposites in our nature.
It makes no difference whether we call these opposites masculine and feminine, creative and receptive, knowledge and wisdom, competition and cooperation, explosion and implosion, or Logos and Eros. What is important, is that they be experienced in union as aspects of our own inner self. They are the self-renewing possibilities of our own individuality. Yoked together, they can fertilize each other to generate the creativity which is the potential of human beings.
The return of such female values as cooperation and forbearance is longed for in a world torn by war and threatened by nuclear disaster, poverty, disease and rape of the land. When the goddess of fertility is reunited with the god of consciousness, the renewed culture will have its conception.
? The Yoga of Androgyny, June Singer
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Hymn To The Plants ? Rig Veda X.97.
Plants which as receptacles of light were born three ages before the Gods, I honour your myriad colors and your seven hundred natures.
A hundred, oh Mothers, are your natures and a thousand are your growths. May you of a hundred powers make whole what has been hurt.
Plants, as Mothers, as Goddesses, I address you. May I gain the energy, the light, the sustenance, your soul, you who are the human being.
Where the herbs are gathered together like kings in an assembly, there the doctor is called a sage, who destroys evil, and averts disease.
As they fell from Heaven, the plants said, "The living soul we pervade, that man will suffer no harm."
The Herbs which are in the kingdom of the Moon, manifold with a hundred eyes, I take you as the best of them, for the fulfillment of wishes, as peace to the heart.
The plants which are queens of the Soma, spread over all the Earth, generated by the Lord of Prayer, may your energies combine within this herb.
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How women are like pot.
There are some biological oddities which link cannabis with humans, especially the females of our species.
First, certain active compounds of marijuana have molecular resemblance to the female hormone estrogen. Possibly it is due to this aspect of cannabis' genetic make-up that some growers have reported success with fertilizing their plants with birth control pills or menstrual fluid, the use of which as a ritual fertilizer goes back to the matriarchal period.
Of similar interest is that cannabis seeds contain rare gamma linoleic acid, found only in spirulina, two other rare seed oils, and human mother's milk. As the tribal people of the world have always shown an incredible intuition when it comes to right use of plants, it is interesting to note that the Sotho women of South Africa make a mealy pap from hempseed to wean their babies off breast milk.
December 8th, 2008
So.. Ali is throwing a new years party woo! Hope I'm able to come! <3 The greyhound though, dangerous machine. So many stabbings going on there... I seriously hope I can come! Miss you Ali <3
November 19th, 2008
ANYWAY.
I'm off to have an apple for my breakfast. Peace.
*UPDATE* I just read my cousins wife's facebook update status... She's telling everyone not to be jealous of her "wonderful" husband. Indeed. I'm soo jealous. You have a cheating husband (who fucks MANY MANY women) that has never been fucking grateful for anything everyone has done for him. All the sacrifices.. All because he's the fucking messed up rebel. No offense lady, but... YOU'RE A FUCKING DUMBASS. Sure. once in a while, he may buy you something expensive. Luck you, a fat balding pervert has bought you something. Be thankful. You're a pretty girl who's always super nice. Right, as if you can't do better. How sad.
Just another reason for me to be pissed off! Goddamn barbie dolls!
October 14th, 2008
Anyway. Yes. We are cool. Our fans are cool... *looks around* Irene??? Where are you??? lol. Our little bot buddy! Her and Cameron, Bleckergash and David, the seemingly evil librarian = Our fans!
Ya gotta be flattered. They loves us.
*PICTURE* ...
I can't insert pictures! Gahhh, hang on...
October 13th, 2008
*UPDATE*
heh heh heh... I have a new friend. Eexie? Wtf. Some more advertising bots. GODDAMNIT!
http://pics.livejournal.com/shmexiimang
http://pics.livejournal.com/shmexiimang
October 6th, 2008
*UPDATE*
So me and ernesto got into a fight, I'm now staying at my dad's for a few weeks.... Anything to stay away from home. As long as I have my homework, Twinkies (Notice how the "T" in Twinkies is upper case and the "e" in ernesto is not?), my ipod, and access to the internet. The bad news is, my dad snoops a lot.. I like privacy... how about you? I bet you do.
I put my homework on hold so I could do a facebook check.... Nope, nothing new. Psshh... 'Cept Pammers wrote on my wall. Yey, Pammers. We saw "In Bruge" last night... Yeah, haha, funny! I was too stoned to catch all of the jokes, but funny nonetheless.
(I wrote The statement below in the most non-sexist/non-feminist way possible)
So far no one thinks it's a good thing that (specifically) 2 female drivers, like me and Ali, got our license on the first try. I think it's amazing! Pam's last two boyfriends still had their beginners or none at all. My mother pointed out that most guys in Winnipeg aren't getting their license right away or not at all. Well I think we just spit on the year 1950 and kicked them in the balls... really hard. Yey! Equality! On a side note I'll add in; My dad and stepdad didn't get their licenses on the first try. *Smiles* My dad's a wreck less driver, he lives everyday because of luck. LOL
I'm sure everyone knows by now that I hate stupid people. Yes, I do. But I had to remind whoever views this. I. Hate. STUPID PEOPLE.
Samhain's coming up, do YOU know what you're doing? I'm fucking being Heather from Silent Hill 3. She kicks ass and still shows a softer side. Plus, she's fucking sexy.
I think I'll make myself... Some stuffed squash... Mmm and potatoes... Hurray Autumn harvest! Maybe some cider too! That is so typical of me, making myself a dinner for every holiday... I hate doing rituals, so it's either that or nothing. *Smiles again* I'm tired... Dad wakes me up early... Asshole. I went to an interesting cafe the other day! "The Mondragon", basically a cafe/bookstore devoted to political interests, equality rights, and - I think some people were stoned there...
'Tis a vegan cafe, which actually... The food was fucking amazing. My brother had the BEST tofu BLT ever, and I had a spicy veggie burger. Mmmmm! Awesome! He had a mocha latte, I had the Chai... Mmmm once again...! It was great! We then had some samosa and blue sky soda. It was cherries and cream flavoured I think. If you find that weird at all, please keep in mind it tasted a LOT like cream soda. When we arrived there, the waitress/server called my brother a girl, LOL, she felt so bad she gave us a free cookie. Which was also delicious!
On a more serious note, people are dying worldwide, little girls are getting raped, and George Bush is really a woman! All because I haven't been to Alicia's house lately. =( Even though I have my license, I need a ride. Aislin's behind me, she's drawing me a picture. Her and Erin are brilliant! They're only 2 and have such an imagination, and they remember things that you tell them. I told them Twinkies eats lettuce, corn, nuts, celery and carrots. I asked them "What does he eat?" and they told me; 'lettuce....corn! carrots!' Also, Aisy and Erin have conversations all the time, "Hi Aisy, i go upstairs!" "Hi Erin, I go upstairs, too!" Lol they caught Twinkies licking my dads shoe, so they told him "Don't eat, that daddy's shoe!"
I need to cut my hair... to what fashion this time? Emo. Still, yes, Emo.
http://www.female-fashion.co.uk/wp-cont
to THAT. Except less blonde, and a little bit thicker/longer. My hair is already an Autumn colour, blonde, orange and brown. I tried to dye my hair blonde with some bleach like product, sadly, I failed. Because of my blonde roots my mom foolishly dyed the roots along with the black. The roots were getting too bright and i had to wash it out. Thanks mother dearest. At least it doesn't look too bad.. looks rather nice actually..
Well Heather Mason has "shortish" blonde hair.... So it might work.
The moral of the story here is, Don't drink and drive.
I hope you've enjoyed my "lack of sleep" styled humour. Please return another day to witness more of my lame jokes. Thank you, and GOODNIGHT!
It's 2 pm... I don't care, I'm tired. Sleepy Kiki... *Yawwwwwwnnnnnnnnnnn, and STRETCH*
September 26th, 2008
September 6th, 2008
July 20th, 2008
June 13th, 2008
33.3% of men are idiots
33.3% of women are idiots
33.3% of men are players
33.3% of women are both
33.3% of men are both
00.2% of the world is like me/Alicia.
=
The majority [99.8%] of the world sucks. Go figure.
PRAISE ME!
[In creation of these statistics scientists and people with an IQ higher than 129 were excluded]
June 3rd, 2008
May 25th, 2008
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (10:58:10 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (10:58:16 PM)
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aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (10:58:29 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (10:58:53 PM)
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aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (10:58:57 PM)
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aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (10:59:06 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (10:59:29 PM)
'Got fucked by an elephant
Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (10:59:40 PM)
and had many elephant babies.
aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (10:59:50 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (10:59:58 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:00:03 PM)
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aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (11:00:44 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:00:55 PM)
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aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (11:01:13 PM)
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aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (11:02:54 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:03:05 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:03:08 PM)
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aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (11:03:25 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:04:03 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:04:06 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:04:08 PM)
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Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:04:12 PM)
*bows*
aquaacorn_87@yahoo.com says: (11:04:30 PM)
i know i am a mearical worker
Kinkii[WannaBe]Whore =(W)(W)BeMyLollipop;)(F)(F)= says: (11:04:43 PM)
Totally.
February 19th, 2008
Fabulous. Theres people dying all over the world because they use tampons. I hope I've scared you off of them for good.
Also
In Emilie Autumns Song "Marry Me" She sings "Then I will cut my innermost thigh, and pretend I'm menstru- Well unavailable"
Would that ever work?? Like seriously, your husband takes your panties off, and sees that huge gash on your thighs, then he thinks- what? "Oh she must be on her period, doyyyyyhhh" Sheesh, if you see a cut on your wife's thigh, most people would think that there's something wrong there, Anyway I thought it was funny.
OH YEAH ALI! Don't forget to cry on thursday, poor Cameron.. *Cries*
February 9th, 2008
*UPDATE*
I was drunk on Kahlua, forgive me. =3
